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You Judge Me?? Well, You Don't Know Me!

I never tried to make this enemy,
I respect you as always I do!
and if you are easily to save the revenge,
You can’t blame at all!!
That’s not my mistakes, dear!
I do so much effort to make it better
even it’ve waste my while.

I don’t wanna hate you,
Like I wish you never hate me
For some unreasonable thing you declare the pshy war
Oh I see it vets, I’m one of your most ugly junior!
and I’m real close with bunch of people on your hate list
Well, you think I made your life hard
and you’re getting hard and harder to breath
when I came near to your space

Again and many times…
You abuse me on your facebook status update
You said I’m slow, well it’s fine!
said I’m begging for public attention, it’s not a matter, in fact I never!
said I’m worst employee at all, sounds annoy me
tThought I should fix, my behavior, ups… look at the mirror!
emphasize I’m the stupid one, I laugh it out!
modify my words into hot issue, I clap my hands!!

I’ve forget what’ve occurred,
I try to leave this pieces honor to you,
but you stand to your principle!
You think you’re the MISS RIGHT always?? Hell, BIG NO!!
You think important to be yourself and don’t listen someone else??
Hey, please!!
Listening advice could be great choice!
You lost no pride arguing your stubborn head!

You said you’re the mature one, I never found it in you!
You thought you act wise so far, well I see the opposite!
Okay, now you must stop!
Don’t you tired judge me again, again and again??
Don’t you bored argue with me many times?

Hell, that’s it!
I don’t mind take it last forever,
Even pleaseeee…… we should have a better choice!
I respect you, you respect me, is that simple??

Bet you are better than me??
Prove it by attitude!!
I just want things get done!


( dedicated for someone out there, thank you for teach me a lot! I appreciate you so much! ^_^ )
~ Princess Kaurvaki

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A story to tell

I know, I know, it's been weeks and my absence here in the blogsphere was a clear violation of my new year's resolution (to blog at least once a week). Aside from school kasi, I've been very busy teaching dance. Btw, this ain't one of my usual posts na seryoso, matalinhaga and stuff.

If you're a medtech student, you can definitely relate. There's this annual event where MT students gather for uhh pageant, seminar, singing and talent competitions (like a HS intramurals).

What pressured me the most was the fact that me and my team were informed about the dance contest 5 days before the event! I was like WTF?? 4 DAYS TO REHEARSE? MOTHER OF GOD (very 9gag lang).

Fuck! Our Lady of Fatima University (I know a couple of dancers from there) FEU MORAYTA (okay, mamamatay na ko, magaling lang tao don) I visited kasi the website where the list of contestants were shown, siyempre I had to check out the competition. If I'm not mistaken there were at least 15 contenders pero yung fatima and feu ang naretain ng memory ko, prolly because they're the ones na alam kong magaling talaga.

Here are my girls:

day 1



day 4



day 5, pizza muna habang hinihintay magstart ang competition



and then, after 2 hours of waiting, nakasayaw na sila.. and ang result..
























2ND PLACE :)



sorry pero proud na proud lang ako. I mean, 2nd place in 4 days?? grabe! Ang mas grabe pa eh na cut yung music namin, the incompetent sound guy thought that I was kidding when I said "hihinto talaga yung music niyan sa bandang dulo".

Kung babalikan yung day 1 ng practice, wala silang SWAGUUH walang confidence tapos on the competition day mapapanuod mo sila na hinihiyawan ng mga tao, character kung character sa stage GAWD!! Sinong hindi magiging proud diba?

Being a choreographer really isn't all about the money. Watching your kids perform on stage and realizing that somehow you've been a significant part of their growth is priceless.

Here's the video pala. Thanks for reading folks! :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D2lF2bTK2FQ

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Diva On A Budget


Diva On A Budget

It is not easy being a diva who wants to look fly, fabulous and fierce when you are restricted to be on a budget. A budget is a great way for you to learn to get more bang out of your buck even when you are on a limited income. If you are like me being on a budget has taught me to shop for the best for less. When I decided to separate from them military in 2008 it devastated my pockets because I no longer was getting paid a military paycheck. Soon reality hit me when I found myself unemployed and a single parent with a restricted income. The last couple of years has challenged me financially but yet it has taught me to live within my lifestyle and no longer live beyond my means. I have learned not to be wasteful with my expenses but save for me and my daughters future. However, since I am a woman it is a necessity for me to pamper myself and feel good about the myself. I love being a woman continue  to embrace every aspect of my femininity. But it is important to use wisdom on my shopping sprees. So, below I will give you a few tips on being a diva on a budget.

Here are a few helpful tips to help you still maintain your diva status on a budget:
  • Every month set aside a shopping budget for yourself after all your financial commitments are subtracted.
  • Do an Internet search on all the thrift stores, good wills, and consignment shops in your area.
  • Focus on one area you want to build in your wardrobe such as dress pants, casual shirts, summer dresses etc.
  • Make a list of what items you plan to get so you will not go over your budget
  • Mix and Match name brand items with regular brands (no name brand)
  • Try out new items that you may not normally buy and try to create your own style
  • Read magazines like Glamour, In Style, Vogue, etc. to get a grip on what is in or out for the season (Buy your local libraries magazines that they are selling at a very low cost from back issues)
  • Look in your closet and reinvent a new outfit(put a scarf, vest, or cardigan over a shirt to make a whole new outfit)
Here are a couples of sites to help you be a diva on a budget:
www.bagborroworsteal.com
www.justfab.com
www.ebay.com
http://www.platoscloset.com/






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The Old Photographs

When you're looking at old photographs, it is seems so obvious, right?
then you look so beautiful!!
but for variaous reason you do not really believe it!!



 Now, learn from yesterday!
because today you are much more beautiful than yesterday!
You are much better!!
 You are also smarter, funnier, wiser, more compassionate, not too serious ,
and finally walking in peace!





I just think that you need to know!






( Mike Dooley ~ Notes from Universe )

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Grades So Far

I began my MBA journey a few weeks ago, unsure how I was going to manage cramming coursework into my already overwhelmingly busy life. As it turns out, being smart is making school much more manageable than I'd feared. I started with a Marketing class, and as I delved into my text book, much of it seemed common sense, with some new jargon and just a few new concepts to digest. I worried that I wasn't putting enough graduate-level analysis into my work, but I continue to interact with my classmates online, I am seeing that my years (and years and years) of experience is serving me well. I'm at 100% so far! Yay!



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This is My Passion, The Journey Began


Feel this pressure,
Hug this tears,
Together we fall into pieces

This is my passion,
Let me burn and dying within,
Let me feel the ups and down

This is the road which I decide to escape,
from the lonely and empty,
from the cruel of this world,
from the unjusticeness,
from the limit and border,
from the people who always set me as their feed

 This is my passion
I promise to not give up,
to fight till the end…
until the last second of my breath!!!

I promise no time for complain,
I promise to build my spirit up….,
I promise won’t let anyone abuse me anymore,
won’t let them waste my emotion for their various reason,


This is my self,
Here is my passion!
I had my own waterfall on my mind,
This is my mountain to climb!
even you might not understand
but, fine, this is my journey!!

I promise to learn more each day,
I promise to not surrender,
I promise to start now,
By NOW!!

I promise to be independent,
No one can’t hold this passion,
I would chase my dream!
I promise to fly as highest as the blue sky

This is my passion,
This is my road!
This is my journey began!
I promise… someday you’ll find me  :
glad in another gateway,
Smile when you call my name!
Proud when remembered my past,
Cry when comeback home!
Everyone welcome me!

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Sweetest Love Quotes 2011

I’m bad at Maths, but I know that you can count on me,
I’m bad at History but I can remember when I first saw you
,
I’m bad at Geography, but I can tell you that you live in my heart
,
I’m bad in painting but I can draw your name very well
,

I’m bad in English, but I can tell you “I love you”
( Unknown via Kamu Kumo Blog )
***


Kiss me and you will see stars;
love me and I will give them to you
( Unknown )
***


U can fall from the sky,
U can Fall From a Tree,
but the best way to fall is fall in love with me
( Unknown )
***


Loving God changed me, loving you changed my life
( Unknown )
***



” If you’re asking if I need you, the answer is forever,
If you’re asking if I will leave you, the answer is never,
If you’re asking what I value, the answer is you,
 If you asking if I love you, the answer is I DO.”
( Unknown )
***


” A man’s love cannot be satisfied by beauty alone,
 you’re more than beautiful and that’s why I love you!
( Unknown )
***


There is no remedy for love but to love more.
( Unknown )
***


I asked God why life’s like this, He gave me no answer,
 I asked why I’m still here, again, He gave me no answer,
I asked why I met you, He smile and said, “So there’d be a reason for everything else….”
( Unknown )
***


I’d rather be blind than not see you.
I’d rather be deaf than not hear from you.
I’d rather lose my voice than not say this to you,
then I’d rather lose my heart than not love you
( Unknown )
***


I promise to be there when you need me,
I promise to hug you tight when you’re lonely,
 I promise to wipe your tears when they fall and I promise to keep you,
not for the rest of my life but for the rest of yours
( Unknown )
***


Would you believe me if I tell you that I love you so much? Actually, I’d prefer it if you won’t. Why? So that I can spend the rest of my life proving to you how much I do.
( Unknown )
***


” Once in a while, right in the middle of an ordinary life, Love gives us a fairy tale.”
( Unknown )
***


I want to be with you forever so that I can love you in a way that no one else can and care for you in a manner that only I would. But they broke my heart when they said forever isn’t true. Can we prove them wrong by working on forever, just me and you?
***


Don’t beg everything, don’t expect anything,
If you are beside me then everything is enough!
( Redva Kaurvaki )

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What if?

“’What’ and ‘if’ are two words as non-threatening as words can be, but put them together side by side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life. -Letters to Juliet”

It was unreal, but it was happening

and he tried so hard to resist him and his charm

because he knew it was too good to be true

he was filled with longings

longings he buried in a deep abyss

longings he should have forgotten long ago



01.09.12

"I used to hate you so much" / I'm glad we're friends again

"I'm sorry"

"I really loved you" / seeing you now brings this familiar feeling

"..."

"Did you love me? Those sweet things you said, the appreciation, the love, the concern, were those real?"

He held a bottle of hot sauce

Oo, kasing init nito. Actually, dapat makikipagbreak na ako sa boyfriend ko, para sa'yo

"Ah, I see" / They why didn't you leave him? I ignored the f*cking pain! I became a sucker who waited six long months for you! Why didn't you leave him? WHY?!

"Tingin mo ba kung naging tayo noon, tayo parin hanggang ngayon?

"... I don't know" / YES! Sobrang mahal kita, it would have been a fairy tale, a dream come true!

"Just forget about it, ang importante ngayon friends na tayo"

"oo tama... magkaibigan" / kalimutan ang lahat... wish it was that easy


...

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Well, This is actually VERY SIMPLE!!


Hey….!
This is actually VERY SIMPLE!!





 
You only have one choice



Do your best
with what you have,

 from the place where you were.


 
 

Everything else is waiting!




(Notes from the Universe ~ Mike Dooley)

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Not Appreciated


I’m not appreciated!
Oh, let me still put my honour on you
Those effort had gone,
Wherever and whenever I moved..
The only word left is just STUCK!

I’m not appreciated!
Million question never been answered,
Why you stop stare at me?

Those flash appear in a glance,
Then lost for forever
Shit!!
Change your mind, let my door open!

It take a second, less of your busy hours
I’m not your part, hell let me understand!
You broken my wings, well it’s not the first time


Take me higher,
Please just once in a moment
The game has already up to the eleven level,
And I trying hard to pursue what you’ve been dreaming about,
If you ignore me,
Then I realize not appreciated!

How could you believe can I stand longer here,
Every minutes is disappointment
I learn a lot!
That’s a lot!
To know I’m not appreciated


( dedicated for someone whom I known as the good man, but then changed by the time, I miss the previous version of you! )

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Never Stop Dreaming

I think for one moment, one still moment I stop dreaming I got consumed with reality and I stop dreaming. It was like the lights dimmed for a brief second and my breathing was frantic. I could not think, talk, or see the path before me because I let the reality of life take away my imagination. I realize how dreaming keeps me alive no matter if it is a world of fantasy, dreaming keeps me happy. I expect a greater life than what I am living now because I know through my struggles there is another world that exist, the one I supposed to live. I will travel around the world, internationally touching the four corners of the Earth. I will witness the most beautiful, breathtaking sites that God has created here on Earth. I will live an abundant life filled with joy, love, laughter and adventure. I will create adventure everywhere my feet are planted but I will not stop to embrace reality. Reality says, "I am not where I need to be, I need more money, it is hard being a single mother, sometimes I want to scream and cry because it seems like the road is getting harder". I will never listen to Reality because Dream says,"I love life, I am living abundantly, I do not lack anything, I enjoy the richness of my life and I am a gift to the world".  I think for one short second I stop dreaming and became overwhelmed with reality. My dreams are so much greater than reality. No matter how loud reality is I have drown out the noise with my dreams. I am human just like the next person, I bleed, I cry, I laugh, I sing, I love and I hurt. But most of all I dream-BIG,small, Long or WIDE.....I can never stop dreaming, do not never stop dreaming, never stop dreaming...."STYLICIA, NEVER STOP DREAMING"! In this quick moment I hear a small still voice, who is it? It is the Spirit of God and he tells me "Never stop dreaming"! So, in my moment of reality with being consumed with the "realness" of my situations I close my eyes and shut out the world and start back dreaming.





I ENCOURAGE YOU TO NEVER STOP DREAMING!

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Princess Kaurvaki : Thank you for The First Award!

Out of concept of my website, but this is very important for me and all of the blogger. Here is The Seven Shadow award. This is my first award, and it’s really make me glad and proud if someone appreciate my art work and the friendship I’ve made.







My thank you for Houzne Blog which is given this award for me and as my promise, I would distribute this award to my blogger friends, which are my best visitor. And after pay attention to those who always give me support by visiting and commenting on my post, so I would give this award to these blogger :
·         Jocy World
·         HD CafĂ©
·         Icah Banjarmasin

Well, my friend, please accept my award and do the same, share this award for you blogger’s friend, at least 3 friends. After you read this post, please spend your time to comment here, tell me that you have receive this. I hope this will increase our integrity, spirit, creativity and friendship through the world and community called blogging activity.

Have a nice day and Keep Blogging!! ^_^



~ Princess Kaurvaki


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