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Memories Rhapsody

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Come back home…
Can believe it’ve been 10 years!
I know everything is change,
Seems like I came to another stranger place,
Everything’s moved…
Seems like I’m entering the whole of new journey

Right a miles away,
Those are beautiful places
A wonderful waterfall I used to plays
I remember a little girl, it’s you!
I remember my beautiful face, she’s you!
I remember my best pal, the only of you
You are my butterfly….!
can’t wait to touch your smile

All of a sudden the memories are remain,
I miss all those thing which have been lost!
Those feeling bitch me up,
This thread make me feel incomplete
Before completely see your face…

My sister said, “No, Elephant, don’t come over there!”
Elephant is my sweety nickname anyway…
Then I ask her, “Why?”
She left and turn her head
Said nothing, but I can see she wish I’d stay and don’t go

I have no time to argue, just miss to see you
I pull my courage and sweep this road
This village made me wonder, “what a different place it’ve been!”
I love the smell of this tree, this air, this water, stone and land
I could not wait the moment to hug you tight and kiss you
Million fantasy push me with smile which I could not explain



So, here it is…
The waterfall has change, seems like no one take it care!
I know it’s an empty space, just the hanging place for you and me
I’m so sad, so regret why never spend once of my time,
to take care this place and our sweet memories,
but……
at least it’s looks like it were

I could not picture my regret,
but I continue my way to you
I called you my little girl, but I know you’ve been grow up now
May I have to call you my lady now?

I could not wait, I wanna see your beautiful face
This is your house, looks like so brand new
There’s a new wide garage and some beautiful flower pots around
I can’t lie that the gateway looks so elegant
and it’s painted not by your favourite colour

Something speak : “I know you can’t afford this!”
Oh sorry, I’m too much!
 I forgot that 10 years back is different situation
I wish you are always be blessed..

I passed the gateway, knock on your door
My heartbeat is running too fast,
I miss you so much!

I press the bell ring, feel so nervous here
a little voice from the baby speak from inside away, “wait… I’m coming”
It’s surprising me, “who’s voice? Do I get the wrong home?
I think so, I turn my back and walk away before somebody open the door
One step, two, three….. NO, it’s too late!
Little girl said, “Who are you? What are you doing here?

“What I beautiful face!”, my heart speak inside
She doesn’t look like stranger face to me
This 5 years old girl looks very familiar,
Her smile is very wonderful
I get little nervous, “No, kids, I get the wrong address”
I come back and leave this front house

No….!
Somebody call me before I leave this gate
“Elephant…..”, the woman voice shout,
It’s much more surprising than before
I turn my head, but then have nothing left to say
My butterfly stand close the door, beside Rock and the little girl
Rock is my rival long time ago and the reason why I left the village
Oh, Gosh what’s going on??

Rock put his arm around my butterfly waist
“So sorry, Elephant……”, that’s the only word Butterfly said
Rock is smile and stare at me,
 He looks satisfied with this circumstance!


I’m  suddenly insane!
I have no words against this scenery..
It’s a taste done!
It’s almost gone!
So….
this is my mistake!

 


What do I have to do??
at least gimme a choice....




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Caretake This Moment

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Caretake this moment. Immerse yourself in its particulars. Respond to this person, this challenge, this deed. Quit the evasions. Stop giving yourself needless trouble. It is time to really live; to fully inhabit the situation you happen to be in now. ~Epictetus

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Be Yourself....

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~Ralph Wado Emerson~

The defining of age has define my beauty, increased my confidence and help me embrace the beautiful woman that lies within. I am learning at this stage in my life to embrace my beauty in all forms, from my hair; short and chic, to my eyes, to the accent of my curves, to my soft brown hue, to my petite height. I am not ashamed to admit how beautiful I am, how smart I am, how brilliant God created me. Some may say this is pure conceit but I beg to differ, this my Darlings is what you call "CONFIDENCE". It took me a lifetime to accept me for who  I am now. I never got a chance to tap into the authentic woman I desperately wanted to become. The persona I created did not define the real me. Many people say be authentic, be real but we tend to live in a society where fabrication is accepted quicker than realness. Originality is described to be the state of having a freshness or newness that evokes a nontraditional persona. In 2011, I took time to examine myself and found out I was not the "Stylicia" I really wanted to be but just a fabrication of what others thought I should be for the sake of being polite. I am at a turning point in my life where I have decided to be true to myself and not allow anyone to define me. When I was in my 20s I was constantly trying to find out who I was so I went through different transformations in my hair, the way I dressed and much more. But when I turned thirty I realized I could not stay on this path I had to embrace the authentic me. When you begin to think of authenticity you think of realness, being bona fide and unadulterated. When you are authentic you are not a water down version of what others believe you should be for the sake of pleasing others. Authenticity has a class and charm that attracts other authentic people. It has been 9 months since I have been on this authentic journey and it has changed my life. There was a time I cared about what others thought of me and I spent time trying to explain myself. I finally got an "Aha" moment and realized  I do not need to explain or justify who I am to anyone. The things I need to improve God will help me improve overtime but until then the Lord will help refine those thorns to make them a beautiful flower. So instead of spending hours of imitating someone else look, style, and persona how about you be bold, daring enough to create your own edgy look through fashion and through life. Express who you are by being true to you...God has created us for His glory and He did not make us all to be clones of each other. The Lord is a God of variety and diversity from different shapes, sizes, skin tones and cultures. Embrace who you are and be the "authentic" you!




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Liham ng isang pusong napopoot.

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"Hindi ka para sa akin, ayoko na!"

Every minute I stare at you my heart breaks.
From start to finish thoughts of you bring torment,
wrecking my spirit,
turning my hope into specks.
You are far from comprehension,
far from reach.

As my feet remain planted on the ground
there you are up in the heavens
hovering over my head
mocking my wits
shaming my pride
I despise you

Have I not exerted effort?
were my attempts too feeble?
I gave you the best gold
you gave me filthy rags
I gave you time
you spare not one minute
I spit on you

I thought what we had was special
I thought you and I could get along splendidly
I was wrong
I was very wrong
Depart from me
Be gone elsewhere
I hate you

Hindi ka para sa akin, ayoko na!

Stupid polynomials! noong bata ako numbers lang ang minumultiply bakit ngayon pati letters?! While taking our quiz after the short discussion, I kinda peeked into my seatmate's paper and I'm like "hala, bakit ang haba ng sagot niya". As expected, mine was wrong. Damn it! just when I thought I completely understood everything. I hate you math.

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Let's Pretend! ( Mind also becomes Reality )

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Only for today, all long day ....!
 Through all of our thoughts and decisions:
 that life is easy,
that everyone is meant to be very kind,
and that the time is sided with us.
 Okay?



And let's pretend:
that we are extraordinary loved,
that the miracles conspiring in our behalf,
and that nothing can hurt us without our permission.
Agree?



And if we love this game, we also will play tomorrow, and next day, and the next days, and soon, this is not a game anymore, because life for us, will be that easier. Just as the day it becomes as easier today.



The mind also becomes reality!




(Notes from the Universe by Mike Dooley)

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Bring it on 2012!

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2011 has been a painful year. Don't worry, I won't go through every sorrowful detail I mean, I don't want to bore you readers with all my sob stories. To keep it concise, 2011 for me, was a year of betrayal. I struggled with agony from January up to the very last days of December.

Still, I am thankful. I am thankful for the lessons the past year has taught me, thankful to the people who were always with me in those dire times.



2012 promises nothing but uncertainty. However, there is one thing I'm sure of... I am STRONGER NOW.

BTW I have 5 vows for 2012.

1. Update my blog regularly (at least once a week)
2. Read more books
3. Attend dance classes
4. Gain weight
5. STAY POSITIVE

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Friendship Quotes

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“My best friend is the man who in wishing me well wishes it for my sake”
( Aristotle )
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A friend is a hand that is always holding yours, no matter how close or far apart you may be.
A friend is someone who is always there and will always, always care.
A friend is a feeling of forever in your heart.
( reference : Mike Explorer )
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"There can be no friendship without confidence and no confidence without integrity"
( Samuel Johnson )
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"A worthy friend is a connection to life, a tie to the past,
a road to the future, and a gift given by GOD to stay and care"
( reference : Mike Explorer )
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A true friend never gets in your way unless you happen to be going down
( Arnold H Glasow )
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The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart
( reference : Mike Explorer )
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Friend s are more than just people.
They are people who you can trust, people who listen, people who you can count on.
Those are your Real Friend
( Anonymous )
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I really really hate people who will be kind to their friend only when they need help !
I'll stay away with such people without notice as long as I can !
Eventhough they are my bestfriend !
[notice : bestfriend won't ever act like that anyway]
( Anonymous via Dessy Ayu Anggraheni )
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